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Desperation in words...!!!


Awakening with a shudder
I respond to my own imbalance
Pervert thoughts mutter
Loveless feeling.. cropping up again…

These hormones reacting weirdly
I look at everything for prey
To gut out all I have…
is what is left for the day…

Hell that touch is so tantalizing  
A hug so mesmerizing
A notion so abusing
Now awareness no more so amusing

Seductive thoughts linger all over
I wish to pounce on everything under cover
Hell I don’t need a lover
Bring me an animal that I would devour…

Just when I’m coming to senses
I see myself in menses
Reduced to such a horrible state
I hover over opportunities
But don’t instigate…

Give me a fruit
Give me a flower
Give me some essence
Give me a shower…

Clean me off the stains
Take me in the rains
Make me dine
Pour on me some wine
Taste me till I sour
Dear lets jus be ourselves for this hour…

Rinse me off your sweat
Nothing equal to this I have still met
Lead me to ruins
Get down to my knees…
I’m sure you would do what I please…

Read my eyes
Don’t stumble..
Help me on my feet
If I tremble..
Just stop my words
When I fumble..

Wipe my tears
Give a shoulder to rest
I know u aint my lover
But this would jus help me get away from being loveless…!!!

Comments

  1. Emotions and feelings wonderfully penned . Great!

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  2. Emotions and pain pictured so intricately in your words!
    Hope the desperations ends soon and brings happiness :)
    Thanks for sharing.

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  3. Wow. I agree with Welkin. Lots of emotions and feel to this poem. It would be even better if the last line was split in two after the word "away". :)

    My rally - Patiently Trying

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  4. very emotional and so inspiring thank you and happy rally

    http://gatelesspassage.com/2011/09/01/life-memories/

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  5. A very interesting way of expression, I must say.

    - Feinicks
    meandthemeteor.wordpress.com

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Off

Cool wind on my face Reminds me I’m stuck in a maze A dusky haze I fail to wipe off…
Moments pass by A smile with a wry No tears to cry I fail to write me off…
Off they go With a smirk in their eyes Off they go With ignorance on their minds Off they go.. my feelings.. Oh! off they go from all the sides
Looking out with an array of bewildered emotions I’m letting myself be taken away in this wind’s direction Without your sanction Oh lord! how do I put my past off…
Standing on the edge of this cliff I wonder if I at all miff Oh please don’t play the riff In the times so stiff When I fail to look out for a partner to just laugh it all off….

Oh the Bullet!

A thundering sound passed by..
The loud firing jolted me back
As the speed added a zest to my fly..

I am pulled in the momentary series of images, emotions, and a thought..
An experience of a visionary creation of my imagination..
Oh again in that usual daydream, I am happily caught..

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Oh my god, a Desert Storm in front of my eyes!!!
My heart sets itself on an undefined pace..

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The road's all empty..
I park my Storm under a street light, a little mist around...

A dog crosses, looks at me with a refrain..
A dry leaf flies with the breeze..
Settles itself aside in disdain..

I prepare, and wear my gear..
As I assure my Storm, "Babe, you are made to arouse fear!"

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