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Was I...???

His breath blew away the hair on my face, I stared in surprise, scared, calm....but felt my heart race... My hand in air.... confused… as I didn’t want to hold him, He came even more close to kiss…A sin!
My eyes closed…scared and bewildered, But he very well monitored… A tear rolled down my cheek, I couldn’t.... But my eyes did speak....
Felt the breeze on my face, As also his hand went through my shirt in slow pace.... I shivered, but wasn’t cold, His hunger grew, for me to hold…
My stomach twitched, As his hand lingered.... The shiver grew, As I gave up and surrendered....
The shirts came apart, as he threw them over the sack, He struggled further on my back... The restless hand unhooked the last piece As he picked me up to take me under the sheets...
That tongue licked everywhere, Tasting my every drop of sweat... I gazed in pain and despair, As his throne moved inside, defining a ruthless death...
With time I saw the feelings end, The touch tearing me apart, I hate his scent... Forgotten what innocence mea…

In high spirits

Yeah I’m gripped by pain no pill no grain
my head spins my vision fades my mouth dries i feel my heart race
my feet tremble my hands stumble i lose breath my words fumble
the momentary lapse the zonked out farce i phase out but the thirst grows in the sparse...
Yeah i need to be drugged a little intoxicated i need to be sloshed and a bit stimulated i need to be smothered ahh for a while.. quench my thirst with the ardent spirit I just cannot go on with a fake smile…
The hunger's growing for brains to go numb in the high spirits i may succumb
With every glass filled to its brim i prowl over each with a grin…
A drop of Vodka so excruciating a little Gin and some Tequila ahh sequined...
Rum to soothe Scotch so smooth Wine, yeah refreshing..

Wanderer

And so i sit here make up my mind try to put down some thoughts to make a rhyme But i wonder...
All's blacked out and my mind wanders through the emptiness to find some words of sinful disgrace
random thoughts come and go but my mind fails to go with the flow
the mysticism grows nothing reveals the fate my brain devours on thoughts in debate
i think of frictions i think of relations but i fail to think of concerns… Oh Lord! show me a direction... As i wander....
The uneasiness in the daedal the blissful words so cynical The world around so methodical n i wander in the madness...
remnants of past disdains of present misleading future living in the aviary, since quite recent
borrowed possessions fear of confessions confused emotions amused by egoism wandering with a light heartedness...
an anthem forgotten a principle long lost an aim reversed m in top gear, yet broken in thought...
loosened ends empty pages colorless crayons to whiten the stains.. of a wanderers ailment…
there are rusted pieces some torn thoughts few orphaned …

Phoolarani...

eka shwasacha antar
pan te hi adhantar
nhavte naate
shabda hi nhavte
vaatle julale maan
kaayamche... nirantar...


Avghadlya veli
komejli ga kali
mavalla diwas
ahe ratra amavas


eka sparshacha adhar
aaj manavar tyachach bhar
vaatle julali taar
pan nirakaar...


gele ga vaahuni
mi phoolarani
mi ga vedi
tyachyat mavalli


arey hey maan veda
evdhya mothya shaharaat
shodhta ek kheda
distach raan mokla
pisaatla...


detach karangli
dharla ga kambreshi
pan andhaarat modli
me ek mithi tyachashi....

Kavita suchat hoti...

Julwun ghetle kaviteshi naate
Ayushyawar hasne aata poore zaale

Nishkal swapnanchya garaaryatun baher padun garudasarkhi jhep ghyaychi hoti
Vasundharela aabhalashi honarya meelanacha avishkar darshavitana kavitechi jod ghyaychi hoti

Mazya pratyek krutitun mazya pratibimbalahi sphoorti milat hoti
Mala swatahla samadhaan hoat hoate, kavitechi saath milat hoti

Buddhi aatmyachi mahati sangtana anubhavachi dnyanganga duthdi bharun vaahat hoti
Bolayla chaalayla vaagayla ekach marga hota, mala chakka kavita suchat hoti...

(an inspiration...)

Ek themb!

Aj waara nustach wahlaOsaad walwantat dhul udwun gela...
Aj odhni nustich udat rahili Olya dolyat tine phakta dulach bharli...
Aj surya nustach ugawla Jata jata matra kali ratra sodun gela...
oon thandi, oon garthyat maza maan bhegalla Tya bhegana buzwayla mala ashrucha ekach themb sapadla!!!!

To my Granddad!!!

May he rest in peace!!!!Wrote this for his 91st b'day!!! (July 2004) All i wish is to have those days back!!! :)
You've crossed 80's long back Now its the turn of 90's Sure you've grown old But still young at heart As today's world...
Still remember you getting me those drawing books and pencils For me to draw and show my stupid skills Still cant forget you getting me those Monaco biscuits To dip them in a cup of tea and enjoy their crisps...
You've walked all the thorned and narrow ways Never thought ill of anyone in anyways Never seen a man with such perfection To be like you, one would need a strong perception...
Its your day today And live it to its fullest I'll pray to God for you To live a life in a way of its best Forget the world and think of the next Dont forget to take your pills and have a nice rest Dream of coming 90's and celebrate it the best :))
Love ya... miss ya :)

Thamb na...

(Inspired from a song...)
Dhunda hote shabda saareDhunda hotya bhavna Vaarya sange vahtana Tya fula pashi thamb na...
Kar mokle maan tuze Saye... tu mazya sange bol na.. Vaarya sange vahtana Ya fula pashi thamb na...
Khup kahi dadlay ya andharaat.. Tu umed navi jaag na.. Vaarya sange vahtana Ya fula pashi thamb na...
Maani swapna lapleli Tyanna dheer nava tu bandh na.. Varya sange vahtana Ya fula pashi thamb na...
Sparsha maj karuni Tu gandha maza sang na... Varya sange vahtana Tu 'mazya' pashi thamb na........!!!